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Saturday, December 20, 2008

the wind of CHANGE

sigh,
it's indeed a tough decision to make.
i love my blog.
it records every piece of memories in my life since f3.

sadly...
it's running slow...
frenz keep complaining, and they stop viewing eventually

gosh..
no choice,
so, i have decided to make a change
hmmm, a SWITCH, to be more appropriate.

SO,
welcome to my new home!
http://czhiling.blogspot.com/

please keep supporting uh!



so, this will be my final post in xanga.... T.T...


Wednesday, December 10, 2008

we are all in this TOGETHER
CD085-3, u rock!

ahh...no time for me to blog. the stupid children storybook is driving me crazy. gosh. *padan muka u, zl, last min kills...*
yet, this is a memorable day to remember. So, let's save a place, and chao~

   

to be continued...



p/s, thanks cs and kl for the morning call~ bangganye aku...


Monday, December 08, 2008

一个人
到底应该睡右边 或左边...?



目送妹妹,一个人搭上巴士回家...自己还是情不自禁地黯然感伤...
恢复一个人的生活,难免还会有点....不习惯...
真的很珍惜,也很感激妹这个星期以来的贴心相伴...这个星期,是我最想回家的一个星期...
一觉起身,有个人在身旁,有种难以形容的...安全感...
一言难尽...

感激,感动,想念...



i miss you...


孤单


Friday, November 28, 2008

oUch!

wonder what's the actual cause for the dreadful pain.
SIAM TIOK? that's the first term that comes into my mind when the dreadful pain spread through my whole body....
 HONG SIP? im not that old gua...

ahh....sorry that i duno how to translate both of them in neither english nor chinese..

It used to happened on me one year ago. I can still remember how cacat i was, being unable to even sit down easily. and, so SOI-ly, it comes back to me, once again, yesterday.

extreme exercise? NO!
I was just leaning forward for few mm, yea, JUST A FEW MM, from my sitting position.
and, SHIT.... the pain started to spread throughout my whole body, from my waist...
it aches, once i try to use the back muscle.

To make things worse, it turns really serious after few hours of sleep this morning. i can hardly stand up from a sitting position, just bending a little, my back will pain like hell...and yea, even walking becomes a problem for me. ish....it's bloodily dreadful!

lack of sleep + stupid pain = feeling bad for the whole day...
 
Family's here, but it makes no difference.
my eyes are half closing, and the stupid pain bother me to the max...
they are not allowed to stay with me <the evil landlady is REALLY annoying! and not understanding.> so, i am still here, alone, in the lonely room, working through assignments, and starting to get moody... ish...


hopefully...
tomorrow will be a better day...




p/s, thanks mom for ur 爱心便当,i truly miss ur homemade food! and thanks sis, for ur company and the lovely surprise!~ *HUGS*...T.T


Monday, November 24, 2008

VERSLEPT!
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Well, this is a very common problem, i suppose, that happened on everyone of us,
especially when u are too tired to even realize the alarm.

Of course, the problem keeps hunting me lately. Even 2 alarms are not enough to wake me up...
The root of problem? ahhh.... do i still need to answer this?
日夜颠倒's TOA culture. But please take note that, i am not doing last minute works! i am just trying to spend more time and get things done earlier. Being too obsessed and too preoccupied on my works drag me throughout the night without feeling sleepy. For me, sleeping is kind of 浪费青春.

okokok.... i knew u are going to scold me now....but......IT'S INDEEDLY TRUEEE.!
it's better for me to sleep for 4-6 hours per day now, rather than have NO sleep at all later. rite?
ok, that's not the main focus for the post.

Last Friday, i keep my promise, to show Irwin <my design 2 workshop lecturer> my works on saturday morning, which is before my 9.30 drawing class. Well, i strive hard through the lonely night, working passionately, feeling tired, but keep doing, until 5 in the morning. Feeling happy, i head for sleep. i KNEW that i will oversleep. To prevent this, i set my alarm clock, 5 minutes earlier -to get myself some satisfying nap- and set my handphone alarm, 8.00am, and put it far away from me. Ok, everything SHOULD BE secure now.

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STILL, the next day, when i open my eyes, jump up from the bed, throwing myself towards the alarm clock...
9.45am
.....Goshhhhhh....

can you ever imagine, how miserable i feel? that's sucks! all my efforts will be wasted, just like that! damn it.
Sleeping turns up to be the nightmare to me now!

It happens on me, AGAIN, today morning. 10.30 will be the history final exam. Thanks god that seeJek called me at 1005... U know how serious it will turn up to be, IF, i din receive any calls?!...
just realise how lucky i am, and how miracle it's!

Sadly...
the luck, and the miracle does not happen on everyone...
Mark, he studied hard! doing all he can, staying throughout the night, get things done perfectly, very well-prepare. Confidently, he lie down to take some nap. and, to PREVENT oversleep, he lie on the hard floor.
Things are a bit different for him. Once he's in his deep sleep, NOTHING can wake him up. even 50 calls from me, and 60 calls from karleong, cant even wake him a little. Cellphone died off at the end, but he's still perfectly in his dream. SO, as expected, it was 12.55 when he opened his eyes again....
goshhhhh.... that's sad...truly sad....
even when i received his message at night, i burst into tears. His effort.... all his efforts, are wasted, just like that!
how pathetic... T.T
SALUTE, from the bottom of my heart.
*hugsss*

any ways? any ideas? any prevention?
if there's any, please tell me!






it's still...
TOO WASTE...!







-adding up-
28minutes and 25 seconds. Thanks VEZ for your just-in-time call.... It's truly soothing!... thanks again, mate!
just realize that, i am just too numb lately...
30 minutes, turning me from suffocating sobbing, into laughter.... YOU ARE PRO, man!
thanks again.... take care too~



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